Sick.. arrggh!!!!

yesterday i start work liao..

huhu.. best jgk la but TIRING!

gila.. HEELS BHA TU ALL DAY!

thats y i hate heels..mati la sia..

then tiba2 sakit dada..until now.. PLUS DEMAM!

shit.. now sitting in cc..

brani mati arrr.. skit pun mo jln..

SUMA PASAL FB N BLOG! lol

boring bha d umah.. jdi i kuar laaa...

erm im INVENTING a new song..

ahahaha.. INVENT OK! i mo buat tajuk ALMOST PERFECT..

ok ka? dlm fb pun ada tnya ni bah..ahahaha

hate sick oo.. UBAT LAA.. DOCTOR LAAA...

klu doctor hensem x pa la.. LOL!

gete lagi kan..

oya i did ask this on fb :

"Says: why does this happen? everytime u found sum1 who is ALMOST PERFECT, ada seja yg x kena? mesti ada 1 yg x ngam..WHY? Y cant i be happy with my decisions? why cant it be PERFECT for me instead of ALMOST PERFECT? :/"

why arr?? answer me! hmm.. k la..nites all

mmuuuaahhxxoxo

THE SONG I MADE..

Dulu kau bilang, aku kau syg..

gelar ku syg, semua pun syg..

tp kini tinggl kenangan..

syg pun hilang..

Jgn kau sangka ku kan tangisi

pemergian mu selepas ini..

itu tidak akan terjadi..

SEKALI KALI..

Chorus:

Yeah2.. ku gembira kau merana..

oh yeah.. ku bahagia..

oh pergi ku tak kisah..

pergi sahaja.. kan ku relakan..

yeah2.. kau berduka..kau menangis..

oh yeah.. kau kembali..

oh pergi ku tak ingin..

pergi sahaja.. kan ku relakan..

2nd verse:

mengapa kini seorang diri?

kemana pergi semua koleksi?

akhirnya di hujung tali..

menarik diri..

(repeat chorus)

JOBLESS TO JOBFULL???

Hmm..how do i start?

yesterday, around 11pm went to JP 4 futsal..

then pigi tanjung lipat celebrate bday amy n aloy..

best la..tp now sakit badan sua..lol

Today, bgn tadi pukul 3pm..cuunn kan? hahahahaha :D

oya, i got a call just now from ELLE..

the place is say i did my interview...

well, they want me to work with them! which mean i pass the interview! woop!

starting 2morrow around 9.30am.. earning KA-CHINGS now.. $$$$!

bnyk mo beli bha... blum lagi start kerja sdh ada "WHAT TO BUY LIST" :P

LOL...sowt punya otak..

n today is valentines day kan?

what are u guys up to?

me? nothing.. sbb teda duit..lol

but im seeing MEEN later so i guess this year celebrate with her la.. lol

now having migrain sdh.. SHIT!

so i guess i gotta go now...

btw, 1 week plus sdh i diet!!! hoho...

mo kurus cpt nie...

thanx for dropping by..

FALLING FOR YOU!!

AWW baby..

i hate it when you always try to put up a fight..

but i guess thats the only HAPPY memory i live with..

n if 1 day u mite not put up a fight on me,

I guess it would be an awkward day aye? hehe :D

Everytime we kiss,

i think i kept falling in LOVE with you over n over again..

I HATE IT!! but no doubt, I LIKE IT!

I LOVE THE FALLING IN LOVE PART..

I can feel the butterflies in my tummy..

Oh Dear,

the sad part is when I REALLY MISSED YOU..

cause you were never there..

i feel like shouting to sky n wish the stars could tell you..

but i know even when ure in front of me,

I'LL STILL GONNA MISS YOU, BOO..

I LOVE YOU..

I'LL ALWAYS DO..

PERFECT TWO!!!

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my bellyYou can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me
And I'm the one for you
You take the both of us
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect twoWe're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentistYou can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for meAnd I'm the one for you
You take the both of us
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without yaNo..

I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me
And I'm the one for you
You take the both of us
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

ALL ABOUT YOU!!!!

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him

And he's all about me, me, me, me, me

And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang

About nobody-e-e-e

Well, had him shooting for me like a ball team

Every guy was a knock out, Don King

But not none of 'em had smarts, that's my thing

It's not enough to have balls, Spalding, ha

One day by Starbucks

I bumped into a guy rocking black Chucks

He said "Excuse me beautiful," I said, "Aww, shucks"

And then he asked, "Well, ay, wanna grab lunch?"

Never ever ever met a guy so fly

Got me hooked like apple pie, I

Think I'm falling and I don't know why

But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him

And he's all about me, me, me, me, me

And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang

About nobody-e-e-e

And I swear what we have is just super cool

The way he's always in my head like a Bluetooth

I got a text from him, he said come through

Told me that he wants to kick it, Kung Fu

Don't do nothing much at all

Just we and his boys watching football

He asked for a kiss (Muah) So I gave him two

He said, "Well, thankyou, baby," I said, "You're welcome, boo"

Never ever ever met a guy so fly

Got me hooked like apple pie, I

Think I'm falling and I don't know why

But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him

And he's all about me, me, me, me, me

And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang

About nobody-e-e-e

No, I don't need no fancy cars

And I don't need no diamond rings

My baby is all I need and more

'Cause I don't need those extra things

THINGS I WOULD DO 4 U..

Easy come, easy go,
That’s just how you live, oh,
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give.
Should’ve known you was trouble
From the first kiss,
Had your eyes wide open.
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash, you did.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, ’cause
What you don’t understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I’d do anything for ya
I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won’t do the same.

Black, black, black and blue, beat me ’til I’m numb,
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you’re from.
Mad woman, bad woman, that’s just what you are,
Yeah, you’ll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, ’cause
What you don’t understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I’d do anything for ya
I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won’t do the same.

If my body was on fire,
Ooh, you’d watch me burn down in flames.
You said you loved me, you’re a liar, ’cause you never, ever, EVER did, baby!
But, darling

I’d still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I’d do anything for ya
I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won’t do the same.

No, you won’t do the same
You wouldn’t do the same
Ooh, you’d never do the same
Ohh, no no no

I MISS U BESTFRIENDS!

bestfriends i love u more than i do love myself.. how could i ever live w/o u guys in my life...

u guys are the colours to my world...i would always replace my life to yours.. please dont ever live me...

today im happy.. Jasmeen appologise to me already n i 4give her... she send me this :

"Lyaaaannnneeee, irinduyou. )': i really do. I tamo ow we like this. Dun tink bad bh, i nvr forget you. I xmw us like this. I x ble x you kwn me ktawa sllu. )': imiissyou kwn me eat vavi. Lyannneee. )':"

and i 4give her..ahahaha... i miss u jgk bha meen..hehe.. oya then td skyping with BELLE!! my gosh!!! i soo miss her... sempat lagi video call..hahahaha... Belle skarang study.. nun jauh sana KL bha...i told her im going to KL in april.. bha jumpa kita ar belle..hehe..

oya, sia blum c crita kamu sal Aechi n Panda domo kan?? durang la kwn sia yg recently make me happy... siok eh crita2 ma durang! i love them! i hope kita bkwn lama la arrr...hehe

then double happy sbb i was laughing with my boo on skype.. sot2 sua kepala dia bha...ahaha..we were playing n showing our toes..ahahahaahhahahaha.. B, i miss u bha...dont leave me k.. u promise dat.. muaaahhx!

oya! cikit si lupa... i was checking on Facebook bh td.. tba2 i saw sumthing familliar to me.. so i click on the name n found out that it was really him!!! SHEBBY!!! my long lost friend! my god! Facebook really does connecting people back with the old lost friend... i miss him oo.. happy ni dpt contact blk! thanx god for that.. ahahah.. *giggles*

ONE IN A MILLION

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Ms. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the boyss I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the boys don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million boys around but I don't see no one but you

Boy you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular boy
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the boys don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million boys around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Boy you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing boy
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
He's mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Boy you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

MISSING U SUMHOW..

Love, i miss the moment when we used to sit,holding each other to watch sunset.. do u remember those times?will we ever live in our dreams again? *sigh*

do u remember about the first time we kiss?? it was funny huh? will we ever get back there?

i wish we cud turn back time dearie.. i love u soo..

DOWN TO EARTH

I never thought that it'd be easy,
Cause we're both so distant now,
And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how,
No one has a solid answer,
But just walking in the dark,
And you can see the look on my face, it just tears me apart.

So we fight,
Through the hurt,
And we cry and cry and cry and cry,
And we live,
And we learn,
And we try and try and try and try!

So its up to you,
And its up to me,
and we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth,
Down to earth, down to earth, down to earth
On our way back down to earth,
Back down to earth

Mommy, you were always somewhere,
And Daddy, I live out of town,
So tell me how could I ever be, normal somehow?
You tell me this is for the best,
So tell me why am I in tears?
so far away and now I just need you here,

So we fight,
Through the hurt,
And we cry and cry and cry and cry,
And we live,

And we learn,
And we try and try and try and try

So its up to you,
And its up to me,
And we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth,
Down to earth

I felt so far away,
From where we used to be,
And now we're standing,
And where do we go,
when there's is no road
to get to your heart?
Lets start over again!

So it's up to you,
And it's up to me,
And we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth,
Down to earth

I never thought that it'd be easy,
Cause we're both so distant now,
And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how?


hby.. i miss u.. i wish u could hear me calling..

Far Away

Your laugh,
Those eyes,
your smile,
your innocence, means everything to me,
But you dont know, baby
The way you, hold me,
even when you're with your friends,
you want me,
means everything, to me, but you
dont know...

We dont even talk no more,
we dont even hold hands like we did before,
we dont even knowthe reason why it came to be,
that even though you're with me...

You feel so far away,
Feel so far away,

i kiss you, without seeing,
thoughts of ecstasy ,
But some how your lips feel so cold, baby,
we're perfect, arent we?
in their eyes, only,
but you and i, both know
the spark has gone...

we dont even talk no more,
we dont even make love like we did before,
we dont even know the reason why it came to be,
that even though you're with me...

you feel so far away..

lets maybe take this like
so we can see,
how beautiful this love can be
And i know we cant erase what we both feel,
so lets fall back into what we had...

that love just feels so far away..

Bye 2010.. Hello 2011..

Life has now seem so far away from what i thot i wud be..
How i wish life was easier.. :'(
2010 has already left me a lot of memories.. this was the hardest time i've gone thru with life.. Remember i told u about my friend Laura? she's no longer my friend now.. sad to say that..but im already hating her..i wont forgive her all my life man.. Long story to tell u everything..

im wondering do friends come n go? why do they do that? how cud they possibly leave friends? Im like so traumatized when it comes to friends... i love all my friends...i even love them more than myself...but y do they always leave me? what have i done? TELL ME.. not leave me hanging... im willing to spend every bit of my time just 4 u guys or even help u guys but why u guys cant do the same? im not asking much..i just wish u guys understand.. but nvermind..i understand that im not ur only friend right? ok then..i deal with it..

*CRYING MODE ON :'(*

sad to say all this stuff..

2011, its still a new year.. nothing much yet happen.. on feb was CHINESE NEW YEAR.. this year no open hse at my KAMPUNG cuz my late great grandpa blum lagi reach 1 yrs..so kmi2 jak la...i got a lot of angpau..syok jgk la but im still sad with my life...boring oo kan..sad jak nie.. I NEED U BOO..
ive been home for long...i hope i kena kol la for the job ive interviewed last month.. hmm...teda duit sdh nie... oya im buying VIVAZ PRO :




cantik kan this phone...oya i want to share my fav car plak.. TAADAAA



Suzuki Swift!! nice kan? how i wish i can afford this.. hmm jauh sdh i mnyimpang this.. just to ease myself kali kan... im soo down...my love life pun i dunno apa jadi sdh..i feel like killing myself this..i dunno what to say again..all i can do is cry.. :'(

Overboard

It feels like we’ve been out at sea
So back and forth that’s how its seems
Whoa and when I want to talk
You say to me
That if its meant to be, it will be
So crazy in this thing we call love
The love that we got that we just cant give up
I’m reaching out for you tell me
Out here in the water and I,

I’m overboard and I need your love
Pull me up
I cant swim on my own
Its to much
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver

Never understand you when you say
Wanting me to met you half way.
Felt like I was doing my part
Get bringing your coming up short
Funny how these thing change
Cause now I see

So crazy in this love we call love
And now that we got it
We just can’t give up
I’m reaching out for ya

Got me out here in the water and I

I’m overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up
I can’t swim on my own
Its to much
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver

It’s supposed to be some give and take I know.
Your only taking and not given any more
So what will I do?
Cause I still love you.
You’re the only one who can save me :'(