hm..nothing much happen..last two days if im not mistaken..i had a bad day..early in the morning, i was feeling very anxious.. i really dunno y...then in the afternoon, my dad ask me to send a car home.. so i was trying to help..tp sumthing terrible happen! mo gila sdh sia pasal ni benda...u know wat?? the car was park besides 2 giant cars! so i cant really see the road n cars coming..jd, i try my best to get out...masa mo kuar tu, tiba2 ada keta dari kanan dtg..i accdently ter'reverse.trus yg sblah kiri plak tlanggar..BENGKOK JOR!!!..i freak out coz d car i was driving is my BOSS' car! company car! gila!!!! then my dad got mad...tp sy mana sngaja kan???im sorry!!!nasib baik la that crita tercover n my boss doesnt know..glad...tp still takut sbb the car is not completely done yet...n that cost me about RM 300.00.. DAMN!!!...gila2 nie!!!skip that..it freak me out...grr..last sunday went out with hby, ame, nell, faz n nicky...(kak fain, rugi kau nada..n we missed u)..me n hby dtg abit late...ame n the rest went early sbb watch movie...1st kami mo join tp dorang watch avatar..me n my hby sua tgk..so we decide to come later la...then ptg tu kami jumpa d cc..nicky plak have to go back early...ruginya..n ame plak main webby sama chenta dia c tasha..ahahah...trus lpas dr sana kami p SURIA SABAH..baru buka..tp blum grand opening la..still bored n kosong..haha! kami gila2 dlm sana..then after that drive p 1 Borneo...wooo best!! aahahah...kami bgambar2 nie bha..
(sorry la x brapa clear)..so then, we went to a pet shop...God!! i tell u, THE PUPPIES ARE SOOOOOO CUTE!!!
then after that kami antar nell nun jauh d sepanggar..wakakakaka..tp best jgk la bjln jauh...trus d funny part is, c faz penakut gelap!! waaakaka...buka tingkap pun namo ni bha...wakakakaka..then masa mo blk tu, i saw a raod block in front..DAMN!! i hate POLICES! then i trus masuk 1 Kampung ni where i dont even know what KAMPUNG was that..main msuk2 jak..jus to avoid the cops..tp nasib jgk la the road tembus the other highway..best! wat an experience..hahah..christmas is coming...huhu..EXITED jgk la..hehe.. oh ya, i cut my hair n coloured it into grape red..so its a bit of purple n red..haha..it happen coz im bored with my old hair then ngam2 lagi time tu mum pegi saloon, so i deceide to cut my hair la..(pakai duit mum..mls pkai duit sendiri) ahahahaha...i even cuci rambut d saloon...hbis la botak kepala mak aku..hehe...kikis kaw2!dari rambut ku yg panjang ini,
into this hair..
(my latest photos)hahaha..i think im gonna end this post..tonite im going out shopping..2 hari lagi christmas tp 1 apa pn blum beli..haha..so i wanna wish u all A MERRY CHRISTMAS N A HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!
After updating my blog yesterday,i felt like continue-ing it plak...haha..erm tp apa mo crita arr??last nite, i was chatting with my babe, maria.she's my friend's gf (irfan)..dorang ada gdh...i nver meet maria actually..tp kami banyak chat in fb..so she had a fight with irfan...she was like totally sad...knp tdk kan?been in that relationship for almost 4 years now,tb2 bf dia minta break plak pasal benda kecik...hmm...guys are owes guys...bikin panas...~~fast forward~~ dorang ok la now...crdits to me!!! (laa bangga kejap..)hehe..so i ask for irfan's permission to bring maria out..meet her for the 1st time..haha...i wanna make her happy..coz i know what it feels...daripada dia merokok about her problem,i decided to bring her for shisha..haha...(sia pun mau bha tu)so, we went to Jesselton Point after picking her up...hehe..then kami mula la crita2 n shisha-ing nie..then we found out that we had a lot of common...BEST!!!!!we had fun! n im happy to see her happy...KA-CHING!then b4 kami mo plg, c irfan dtg...haha..dia rindu gf dia kot...so we stayed awhile...(kesian my mum tunggu sia ambil)around 12.30 kami chow sua...but it was d best...hahahilang boring...then sampai umah i sms maria n irfan...i said thanx to botth of them..then suddenly irfan reply : no! thank u!! i rather see my gf bfriends with u better than her other friend! i trusted u! so anytime u feel like wanna bring her out..feel free to do so..^^waaaaa...PUNYA SAYA HAPPY!!! i slept with smile on my face...haha...now sitting here in front of my computer writting this...happy jgk sbb my mum masuk pulau...so i can drive her car anywhere i want! best!!!!hehe...to be continued...see ya!
bukan lagi awhile nie...6 bulan x update! gila! ahaha..well, bz ngan kerja...haha..sorry arr!!!hmmm apa mo crita ni arr???ok la sia crita wat i missed out ok...erm my last post was in June..July nothing much happen...cuma on the 30th my anniversary sama hby ku tchenta! it was the best!!! ahahaha..dia buat surprise! i cried! tharu..sob3.. she bought me cupcakes which written words on it..it say " Happy Anniversary 1 year lyanne "
hee cute kan?..then we went clubbing after that! woah! i syg my hby bha!..In august..nothing much goin on..just my dad's bday on 4th n my lil brother's bday on d 30th..september plak, bday my hby..on d 24th..hehe..hby sorry arr..nothing much i cud do for u...nie la ni klu kerja...kin pnas...but we did go out..hehe..p mkn d waterfront..tgk sunset...
n im happy...sbb tgk muka dia yg happy..klu x silap, we slept at our friends hse in tamparuli..best!October plak, a lot of things happen...i just dunno y..me n my hby makin slow...gdh jak...tia tau knp...hmm...November plak my bday...happy jgk but a lil bit of sad...sbb things btween me n hby not tht good..on my bday, i receive a lot of bday wishes in facebook! THANX FRIENDS!!! i love u guys! 24th nov which was my bday eve..abg roy was around..so we went out...they brought me to edgar's..me, my hby, abg roy, my sister,mum n two of my sisters friends..we enjoyed..but i really wanted that day to b d only day for me n hby..then we continued "THE ROOM" after edgar's..the next day which it was my bday, dad brought me n my sibling for vacation! i had fun! but im missing hby so much dat time..i really wish dia buli sama2 pegi..huhu..
U can see more picture on my vacation d facebook..Then this was the month my hby SPM..gila..GAMBATTE SYG!! ahhaha..msuk plak december..im waiting for CHRISTMAS!! hehe...ada plan sua sama my hby...weee..happy! cant wait..hby slalu dah tido umah...siok! ahahaha..today lak im stuck at work mcm biasa...i really wish i can get cuti bnyk2 on christmas day! Harap2 boss bagi cuti lama2..amen! ahaha.. to b continued k...bnyk sua nie..
hmm...awal pagi lagi adk boss 2 dtg (c Uncle Henoch)...nasib dia lmbt dr me...lau x, kena goreng sotong sua kali ya...huhu,.,dia kan natau pa mslh...smpai2 jak mngamuk...gila kali..td, dia minta sia no. c jimmy...tp i dun hav...then he marah n suru take all the staff punya fon no...then tb2 dia marah n ask me 2 call my dad...n i dunno dat time my dad is in a meeting..so i lagi kena tiaw by my dad...haizz...pas 2 my dad call...he sed c henoch 2 kena call off by sum1...dats y la hangin 1 badan...my dad pun dia tiaw awl pagi...then my dad ask me 2 ignore henoch...n he said lagi c henoch 2 ada mslh kesihatan sua...ahahahahagila2 my dad ni...then tgah hari..pun dia mo bsing...until now la...i really wish he plg...tau2 smpai ptg jua dia snie..he wont go back de..haih...BOSAN NYA DUNIA KLU DIA ADA!!HAIH...gila la ndak lama nie...baru 4 blan cni..sdh sia pening...mcm2 sua mslh...ntah la apa dia mau nie...haiz....i really wish i can b my own boss...borink bha kerja under boss...PRESSURE!!!!!!!tekanan gila...xpe2! i will brusaha! GAMBATTE!!wish me luck nea...hmmmwill faced him again 2moro...DADDY KU!!! BLK LA KAU CPT DARI SDKN!!!FINISH UP UR OUTSTATION THINGGY CPAT!!NEED U SOO BADLY!!!!hadui...kecoh d kdai klu henoch ada...haih...no 1 can sit well...Dusun pun kesian,,dia mngadu td...henoch awl pagi lae suru dia p federal hse...after dat dia call n marah2...dia ckp dusun pandai hlg2...bodo btul..dusun panas nie...main maki2 lagi...ahaahahaha funny...huhu.. kla...pnat da mnaip ie..ehehehesee u 2moro...i tia sabar mo plg da ni...mo jump my hubs!!!YEEEEPIE!!!
people!!!huhu....i dunno how 2 start...but i'll say it straight!!!huh...Early mornink at work,kami semua dpt gud news...n dat is, IGUANA n Big BOss OUTSTATION!!!!i repeat, DORANG OUTSTATION!!!!!kami HAPPY!!! until...... bos HENOCH dtg... (adk no 4 BIG BOSS)haizzzzzz.....benci oooo.....asal dia dtg jak 1 kedai sibuk oleh dia...dia tia senang hati kali kan tgk org sng n happy sikit...huhu....kin panas! mo itu la, ini la...eeeeeerrgggghhh!!!! geram!!!!then he change evrything in d kedai...kesian d boys..kepenatan..u know, 1 thing i dun like about him,he treats us all like bdk2 bru mo blajar nie...EVEN MY DAD....huhu...wat do u think when people ask u 2 do stuff but he has 2 tell u from A 2 Z????duh???juz named la wat u want me 2 do kan???sbg contoh, he ask u 2 write from A 2 Z,tp he mite say A is like this.. B u have 2 circle it like this... C is half d circle...DUH???? padahal u know sua A smpai Z cam mana mo tulis...boring la!!!WE R NOT A KID!!!grrr!!!geram!!!!haizz...now bnyk lagi he ask me 2 do!!!aaaaarrrggghhh!!!damn!!!!I WANT 2 RELAX BHA!!!!adui....HATE HATE HATE!!!Td nel chat with me n she read about my fite...dia ckp it was a good starting...REALLY???ahaahhaah...no la it was lame...she as me 2 continue my karya...Darl, THANX 4 d semangat...Kaka fain aku p mana ar ie ari???cm chipsmore oo dia...sua la tia dpt msg...chat pun dia tia on9...huhu...KAK!!! I MISS U BHA!!!nasib Nel ada td...tp now dia off9 plak sua...haizzz...busan tah hidup ku ani!mls ku dulu...Kak Fain, adk ok da ma Mell...esok ia tido umah aku...naaaajiwa kanak2 sdh aku keriangan....EXITED mode DOUBLE UP!!!ahahahahaahk la...dats all i guess 4 2day...kul 5 sdh ani...ahahahakarang ndak tpulang sua aku..hahahahatataaa...
diz mornink around 5.30 am, Omry called n send me sms..i was not awake when he call... soo din pick upd phone..in his sms, he was saying, he read my bulletin in fs..about my fight wif ulie..hmm..he was asking about me...he's 2nd msg was "npa sampai u bole kena pukul???astagha!! hows ur condition???Seap 2 org?? tlg ctau me!!!! sepa diz wat u cam nie???"hmmm...i din reply..i wonder, igt jua dia ma sia after he left...x sangka...y do he care???lol..huhu...td time writting this,he called...panjang umur dia...kinda mish him..tp i miss ma hubs more...witing calls from ma hubs now...huhu..this mownink abit bored..haiz...same thing happen evryday...busan!now chatting with my besties Leeduke n Qie...hehemissing them soo much...waiting 4 kak fain this n my new fren Nel!waaaa...i stil x puas hati!hmm..ive got sumthing in my mind...but i really dunno how 2 spill it out...n i dunno 2 whom...i need sum1..o yeah i need sum1..sum1 dat cud understand n make all my question answered...im still a lost soul...
nie kali blog aku panjang!!(wlupun yg lain panjang jua)about last sunday (13 June 09)...hmm...a long day 4 me...early in d morning...was hapy sampai ptg...then when i wanted 2 go back home,then it all happens..ginie...we were at the busstop...me,my hubs,yen n bb...sitting around waiting 4 my mum 2 fetch me..then kami bgila...menyanyi,menari,laughing...etc...tb2 a car came...it was dorris n adam...ada c ulie jgk..remember d girl in my past entries?she's d 1...she came back!tp in a kacau way...kimakx!she all of a sudden came 2 me...i buat derk...she panas hati..i ckp bagus2,dia main teriak2 plak,,,then i shout her back...i maju she undur...penakut kan???then i guess..she cant stand fighting with my mouth,trus she hit me..n trying 2 run away....WAOO!!! i got MAD n kejar her n started hitting her NON-STOP....she was down...IM WINNING until....................HIS BF YG DAYUS 2 KCU MY FIGHT!(mungkin x snggup tgk his gf klh)he push me down(like sngaja spya i kena kroyok) n my head kena batuwoooo....im not dat stupid ok...i defended myself n kicking d girl non stop so no 1 cn kacau me...(kena perut dia jor...tbuang jauh)tp kakak dia yg soi...she kicked me from behind..(OI POMPAN! klu mngandung 2 x payah kcu org gdh!!!)nasib baik she was not infront of me...klu tidak, sure she's gonna loose her baby!!!kimak nie!!!sooooo unfair!!!!My fren cant get in coz her fren was pulling my frenss..buyuk kan....kin panas ni!!!she ckp wanna come alone...rupanya..ahahahaPenakut bha pulak kau nie...jgn ckp besar...eeerrggghh!!!kes tutup sua bodo! napa dtg lagi???koe ramai koe brani la!gini ka sensei karate???penakut mo mampos! main tarik rambut lae 2!is dat how ur sensei ajar???BLK TADIKA LA BODO!I HATE U DAMN MUCH U F*CKING IDIOT!!! B*ATCH!!!u tunggu la! IM COMING BACK 4 U!! I AM GOINK 2 HAUNT U DOWN!wait 4 me! ur bf is goink 2 be DEAD!!! my frens is looking 4 him!!wait n see!!!!
kak!!!I LOVE U!!!THANX ARR!!!hehehehebingung???yesterday..i chat with my beloved kaka fain..ahahahdia tlg me upgrade my tagged..SEMART!!!HAPPY!!!ehehehehethanx arr...eheheeherm...apa mo crita arr..ok..tagged sdh..ooo ya...kemarin..bb msg me...time mo plg da..dia crita sal gary...mo jumpa EX dia c ulie..budu bha c gary nie...then i dunno pa crita durang la...act kan I HATE ULIE!!!cem PUKIMak 2 mulut dia!haizz...nasib dia jumpa BB time sia teda...msh kerja g...(dats y i hate work..)haizzz...then i skt hati tgk bb...she telan ubat!adui..so i pack her things n bring her back 2 my hse...drpada dia gila sana sal gary...so she followed me home...yg best dia,kami jln kaki dr kepayan 2 my hse at petagas...jauh...BUT FUN!!i sngaja...to make bb hlg tension..ahahaharamai2 kami jln...then smpai my hse,bb crita everything!I DAMN HATE ULIE!!klu sia nampak 2...sorry la terlepas!kimak dia!then kami mandi n masak ...around 1 am sua...heheh kami mkn...then went 2 d room crita2 smpai ttdo..ahahahah...then...td pagi tlmbat bgn...haiz...nasib sempat...ahahahaha...now infront of the pc writing diz n check all d web...waaaabosan ooo hidup aku...when it comes 2 work la...ahahahahak la..panjang sdh karangan saya nie...chow 4 now....
uhh!!!hate this feeling...soo empty...soo bored...not being myself...huhuwish sum1 cud cheer me up...arrrgggghhh...im trap...trap in a cage...need sum1 2 free me from this pain i feel...im bored...lonely...i need my hubs...huhuim bored here...empty...lonely...nothing make me happy here...nothing interest me here..i juz want 2 b there...no life i feel..so bored n stuck with WORK!hate work!i dunno where my soul is..felt like walking around with no soul in my body...no one there 2 catch me from falling...SAVE ME!hurt me no more..y must people see me fall??cnt u all juz b satisfied?HUH???i hate it!aaaarrgghhh!!!can any1 understand??i need sum1 2 pull me from d dark...im feeling cold...lost...lost in no where...sad...but no tears 2 fall..wat more 4 me 2 go???moved on with life?ive moved on but wat did i get?I DUN EVEN FEEL HAPPY!!!where is my strength??where is my soul?where is my fren?where is my love?where is my life?WHERE IS EVERYBODY N EVRYTHING????im falling apart...m i juz a piece of fucking crap?or mayb juz a fugly human who dont deserve 2 live n 2 b loved?m i?TELL ME!OH GOD! r u really there?do u really do exist???if u do y wud u let me feel this way???where is everybody i needed??y cant u speak 2 me???WHO M I???where is d old happy-go-lucky LYANNE???WHERE IS SHE???i dun see her n me!sooo frustrated...THE LOST SOUL>>....
hm..
how 2 crita ar?
start with yesterday la...
hmm...
i was thinking of goink back 2 my hse...
d whole day thinking...
then got plan...mo camping luar umah kunu...
idea opie nie..
but then dari pagi smpai ptg x dpt jumpa tent..
haizzz...
then tia jd la...
pas 2 igt mo camp 2day..
tp.....
last nite sumthing happen...
how to start ar?
gnie..
blk dr kerja,kami mo p CC OU..
then time smpai,my hubs ckp my adk bgaduh...
lol...mula2 dia namo gtau 2 d mana...
ok then, i tjumpa,,,
nampak la my adk gduh...tag team ma fede..
lol...then,bdk yg drg pukul 2 blk...
so we all blk la...
msh tia puas hti sbb kejap jak...
then kami stay busstop dpn umah..
tb2, bf 2 bdk tepon blk...mo jumpa...
(bw bf bha dia..)
then runding2 bgdh dlm tepon with my adk, i kol bf 2 bdk..
APa rang mo cr dgh pompan pnya hal... so i call them off...
skali dtg,ramai jor...cina2...lol..
ada org tua lae 2 bdk bw..lol..
felt funny.....
mula2 i diam jak...skali nie urg tua mganas...sound2 adk sia..
d funny part was,dia suru durang bbunuh,BUT USING A CHOPSTICK??
1st time jor tgk org bbunuh pkai chopstick..lol...
ahahahah
then i tiaw la bha 2 org tua blk..lol tdiam..
Bdk2 punya hal pun mo cmpur...sia lagi muda x jgk masuk hal adk sia...
trus dia tnya kunu sia sepa...buruk eh...
gdh pnya gdh ngan nie org tua,C wences p tarik sia....
KITAY!!!!
dia ckp kunu i slh org mo bw gdh...lol..
jd knp???dia cina dia kuat la kunu???
lol...SIA PUN CINA BHA! PAKAI SAMURAI LA KAMU!
sia keturunan Shantung pun diam2..
dia mo tmbirang pa brg?
tmpat dia kunu kepayan 2...bida eh...
stau sia kerajaan punya..
lol...
babpa dia hbat bha...
huh...ok2 enuf with this org tua...
then settle...
trus,kami p cc la...
tb2, tia tau pa hal,opie kena tiaw..
then kami blk awl...
smpai jak d umah, opie dtg blk,,,nagis2..
then tia sangka crita yg teda2 kuar..
i sedih n tia sangka...
mam angkat me jor,,,bw2 mulut...yg teda2...
TRIP BAIK LA KOE SANA!!
then i call my dad nfetch me...around 12 sumthing my dad sampai..
all my frens,my hubs n suma sana la, they cried...
and ask me 2 stay...tharu sia...they all syg me...
huhu...
now back home oni can msg dorang..
jarang da dpt stay...i wont go there..we cr port baru ar...
skt hati da 2 be in that hse..
hmmm
btul2my bad day yesterday..
haiz..
sbar la...
MISS U ALL!!!
hey all..back 2 work again...last saturday public holiday...yEAH!!!i went jln2 with frens...Me,My Hubs,yen,gary,wen,wences,bb,kicie,paris n james...ramai kan???then suma sleep over my hse...hehehehbest jgk la...time jln2 2,kicie majuk...mo blk kuun..last2 dtg jua pat kami...ahahahalucu..cm bdk2...eheheheh(kicie,jan marah yer)ahahahahahthen blk umah...kami blk lambat nie...lol...ehehehesiok...crita2 tia sdar kul 4 sua...ahahahathen i went to sleep...hmmmthen yesterday mownink my tido tgaanggu..lolhuhu...My mum angkat mngamuk tiba2..haiz...ngantuk...then sambung tido d bilik..sampai kul 1...ahahahahahathen kami crita2...skali around 2, my dad kol...kami p delta heights..tmpat my boss...hse warming...d swimming pool yo...lama tia swim nea...best.....happy!ada BBQ...ahahahahawe all stayed there until 5..then went back...BB, kicie n Paris lak blk Tamparuli...windu dorang nie skarang...then ptg kemarin, around 6,angin kuat...then we all pegi cyber in Open Universiti...we all played Left 4 Dead...main punya main, tia sdar sua pukul 10....lol..then kami main 1 game (oh im so dunno d name.. haha)Game Kreta Besi buruk i call it...best!lol...ahahahaahgila game da sia nie... matai...but i can ony play sumtimes...huhu...n 2day,bored...in front of this lame pc...huhuwriting this...like no life oo...Listening 2 a little piece of heaven by avenged sevenfold...lol...then no longer in kepayan...coz ank no 2 my mama angkat blk from PLKN..huhugoink back 2 my hse after 3 months plus i ksh tingglmiss my katil...miss my pc...huhuBORED....k la..dats all 4 now...
kak...gald ure happy...
ahahaha
remember dat ar...
im owes there when u need me...
wlaupun bz...
aagagaga
waaaa...
borinknya dunia ku!!!
benci oooo
haizzz...
still in d office..
studying my accounts n buat bodo..
huhu
kul 3 my class..
hmm
harap2 tia ngantuk lagi...
then after that kami antar nell nun jauh d sepanggar..wakakakaka..tp best jgk la bjln jauh...trus d funny part is, c faz penakut gelap!! waaakaka...buka tingkap pun namo ni bha...wakakakaka..then masa mo blk tu, i saw a raod block in front..DAMN!! i hate POLICES! then i trus masuk 1 Kampung ni where i dont even know what KAMPUNG was that..main msuk2 jak..jus to avoid the cops..tp nasib jgk la the road tembus the other highway..best! wat an experience..hahah..
