I HATE BOSS!!!

hmm...
awal pagi lagi adk boss 2 dtg (c Uncle Henoch)...
nasib dia lmbt dr me...lau x, kena goreng sotong sua kali ya...
huhu,.,
dia kan natau pa mslh...smpai2 jak mngamuk...
gila kali..
td, dia minta sia no. c jimmy...
tp i dun hav...
then he marah n suru take all the staff punya fon no...
then tb2 dia marah n ask me 2 call my dad...
n i dunno dat time my dad is in a meeting..
so i lagi kena tiaw by my dad...
haizz...
pas 2 my dad call...
he sed c henoch 2 kena call off by sum1...dats y la hangin 1 badan...
my dad pun dia tiaw awl pagi...
then my dad ask me 2 ignore henoch...
n he said lagi c henoch 2 ada mslh kesihatan sua...ahahahaha
gila2 my dad ni...
then tgah hari..pun dia mo bsing...until now la...
i really wish he plg...
tau2 smpai ptg jua dia snie..
he wont go back de..
haih...
BOSAN NYA DUNIA KLU DIA ADA!!
HAIH...gila la ndak lama nie...baru 4 blan cni..
sdh sia pening...mcm2 sua mslh...ntah la apa dia mau nie...
haiz....
i really wish i can b my own boss...borink bha kerja under boss...
PRESSURE!!!!!!!
tekanan gila...xpe2! i will brusaha! GAMBATTE!!
wish me luck nea...
hmmm
will faced him again 2moro...
DADDY KU!!! BLK LA KAU CPT DARI SDKN!!!
FINISH UP UR OUTSTATION THINGGY CPAT!!
NEED U SOO BADLY!!!!
hadui...
kecoh d kdai klu henoch ada...haih...
no 1 can sit well...
Dusun pun kesian,,
dia mngadu td...
henoch awl pagi lae suru dia p federal hse...
after dat dia call n marah2...dia ckp dusun pandai hlg2...bodo btul..
dusun panas nie...
main maki2 lagi...
ahaahahaha funny...
huhu..
kla...pnat da mnaip ie..ehehehe
see u 2moro...
i tia sabar mo plg da ni...mo jump my hubs!!!
YEEEEPIE!!!

wat a day....

people!!!
huhu....
i dunno how 2 start...but i'll say it straight!!!
huh...Early mornink at work,kami semua dpt gud news...
n dat is, IGUANA n Big BOss OUTSTATION!!!!
i repeat, DORANG OUTSTATION!!!!!
kami HAPPY!!! until...... bos HENOCH dtg... (adk no 4 BIG BOSS)
haizzzzzz.....
benci oooo.....asal dia dtg jak 1 kedai sibuk oleh dia...
dia tia senang hati kali kan tgk org sng n happy sikit...
huhu....kin panas! mo itu la, ini la...eeeeeerrgggghhh!!!! geram!!!!
then he change evrything in d kedai...kesian d boys..kepenatan..
u know, 1 thing i dun like about him,he treats us all like bdk2 bru mo blajar nie...
EVEN MY DAD....
huhu...
wat do u think when people ask u 2 do stuff but he has 2 tell u from A 2 Z????
duh???
juz named la wat u want me 2 do kan???
sbg contoh, he ask u 2 write from A 2 Z,tp he mite say A is like this.. B u have 2 circle it like this... C is half d circle...DUH???? padahal u know sua A smpai Z cam mana mo tulis...
boring la!!!
WE R NOT A KID!!!
grrr!!!
geram!!!!
haizz...
now bnyk lagi he ask me 2 do!!!
aaaaarrrggghhh!!!
damn!!!!
I WANT 2 RELAX BHA!!!!
adui....
HATE HATE HATE!!!

Td nel chat with me n she read about my fite...
dia ckp it was a good starting...REALLY???
ahaahhaah...no la it was lame...
she as me 2 continue my karya...
Darl, THANX 4 d semangat...
Kaka fain aku p mana ar ie ari???
cm chipsmore oo dia...sua la tia dpt msg...chat pun dia tia on9...
huhu...KAK!!! I MISS U BHA!!!
nasib Nel ada td...tp now dia off9 plak sua...
haizzz...
busan tah hidup ku ani!
mls ku dulu...
Kak Fain, adk ok da ma Mell...
esok ia tido umah aku...naaaa
jiwa kanak2 sdh aku keriangan....
EXITED mode DOUBLE UP!!!
ahahahahaah
k la...dats all i guess 4 2day...kul 5 sdh ani...
ahahaha
karang ndak tpulang sua aku..
hahahaha
tataaa...

mownink...hmmm

diz mornink around 5.30 am, Omry called n send me sms..
i was not awake when he call... soo din pick upd phone..
in his sms, he was saying, he read my bulletin in fs..
about my fight wif ulie..
hmm..he was asking about me...
he's 2nd msg was "npa sampai u bole kena pukul???astagha!! hows ur condition???Seap 2 org?? tlg ctau me!!!! sepa diz wat u cam nie???"
hmmm...
i din reply..
i wonder, igt jua dia ma sia after he left...
x sangka...
y do he care???
lol..
huhu...td time writting this,he called...panjang umur dia...
kinda mish him..
tp i miss ma hubs more...
witing calls from ma hubs now...
huhu..
this mownink abit bored..
haiz...same thing happen evryday...
busan!
now chatting with my besties Leeduke n Qie...
hehe
missing them soo much...
waiting 4 kak fain this n my new fren Nel!
waaaa...
i stil x puas hati!
hmm..
ive got sumthing in my mind...but i really dunno how 2 spill it out...
n i dunno 2 whom...
i need sum1..o yeah i need sum1..
sum1 dat cud understand n make all my question answered...
im still a lost soul...

AAARRRGGGHHH!!! AKU X PUAS HATI BODOH!!!!

nie kali blog aku panjang!!
(wlupun yg lain panjang jua)
about last sunday (13 June 09)...
hmm...
a long day 4 me...
early in d morning...was hapy sampai ptg...
then when i wanted 2 go back home,then it all happens..
ginie...we were at the busstop...me,my hubs,yen n bb...
sitting around waiting 4 my mum 2 fetch me..
then kami bgila...menyanyi,menari,laughing...etc...
tb2 a car came...it was dorris n adam...ada c ulie jgk..
remember d girl in my past entries?
she's d 1...she came back!
tp in a kacau way...kimakx!
she all of a sudden came 2 me...i buat derk...she panas hati..
i ckp bagus2,dia main teriak2 plak,,,
then i shout her back...
i maju she undur...
penakut kan???
then i guess..she cant stand fighting with my mouth,trus she hit me..
n trying 2 run away....
WAOO!!! i got MAD n kejar her n started hitting her NON-STOP....
she was down...IM WINNING until....................
HIS BF YG DAYUS 2 KCU MY FIGHT!(mungkin x snggup tgk his gf klh)
he push me down(like sngaja spya i kena kroyok) n my head kena batu
woooo....im not dat stupid ok...
i defended myself n kicking d girl non stop so no 1 cn kacau me...(kena perut dia jor...tbuang jauh)
tp kakak dia yg soi...
she kicked me from behind..
(OI POMPAN! klu mngandung 2 x payah kcu org gdh!!!)
nasib baik she was not infront of me...
klu tidak, sure she's gonna loose her baby!!!
kimak nie!!!
sooooo unfair!!!!
My fren cant get in coz her fren was pulling my frenss..
buyuk kan....kin panas ni!!!
she ckp wanna come alone...rupanya..ahahaha
Penakut bha pulak kau nie...
jgn ckp besar...
eeerrggghh!!!
kes tutup sua bodo! napa dtg lagi???
koe ramai koe brani la!
gini ka sensei karate???
penakut mo mampos! main tarik rambut lae 2!
is dat how ur sensei ajar???BLK TADIKA LA BODO!
I HATE U DAMN MUCH U F*CKING IDIOT!!! B*ATCH!!!
u tunggu la! IM COMING BACK 4 U!! I AM GOINK 2 HAUNT U DOWN!
wait 4 me! ur bf is goink 2 be DEAD!!! my frens is looking 4 him!!
wait n see!!!!

weeee

kak!!!
I LOVE U!!!
THANX ARR!!!
hehehehe
bingung???
yesterday..i chat with my beloved kaka fain..
ahahah
dia tlg me upgrade my tagged..
SEMART!!!
HAPPY!!!
ehehehehe
thanx arr...
eheheeh
erm...
apa mo crita arr..
ok..tagged sdh..
ooo ya...kemarin..
bb msg me...time mo plg da..
dia crita sal gary...mo jumpa EX dia c ulie..
budu bha c gary nie...
then i dunno pa crita durang la...
act kan I HATE ULIE!!!
cem PUKIMak 2 mulut dia!
haizz...
nasib dia jumpa BB time sia teda...msh kerja g...
(dats y i hate work..)
haizzz...then i skt hati tgk bb...
she telan ubat!
adui..
so i pack her things n bring her back 2 my hse...
drpada dia gila sana sal gary...
so she followed me home...
yg best dia,kami jln kaki dr kepayan 2 my hse at petagas...
jauh...BUT FUN!!
i sngaja...to make bb hlg tension..
ahahaha
ramai2 kami jln...
then smpai my hse,bb crita everything!
I DAMN HATE ULIE!!
klu sia nampak 2...sorry la terlepas!
kimak dia!
then kami mandi n masak ...around 1 am sua...
heheh kami mkn...then went 2 d room crita2 smpai ttdo..
ahahahah...then...td pagi tlmbat bgn...
haiz...nasib sempat...ahahahaha...
now infront of the pc writing diz n check all d web...
waaaa
bosan ooo hidup aku...when it comes 2 work la...ahahahaha
k la..
panjang sdh karangan saya nie...
chow 4 now....

im lost...

uhh!!!
hate this feeling...
soo empty...soo bored...
not being myself...
huhu
wish sum1 cud cheer me up...
arrrgggghhh...im trap...
trap in a cage...
need sum1 2 free me from this pain i feel...
im bored...lonely...
i need my hubs...
huhu
im bored here...empty...lonely...
nothing make me happy here...
nothing interest me here..
i juz want 2 b there...
no life i feel..
so bored n stuck with WORK!
hate work!
i dunno where my soul is..
felt like walking around with no soul in my body...
no one there 2 catch me from falling...
SAVE ME!
hurt me no more..
y must people see me fall??
cnt u all juz b satisfied?
HUH???
i hate it!
aaaarrgghhh!!!
can any1 understand??
i need sum1 2 pull me from d dark...
im feeling cold...lost...
lost in no where...
sad...but no tears 2 fall..
wat more 4 me 2 go???
moved on with life?
ive moved on but wat did i get?
I DUN EVEN FEEL HAPPY!!!
where is my strength??
where is my soul?
where is my fren?
where is my love?
where is my life?
WHERE IS EVERYBODY N EVRYTHING????
im falling apart...
m i juz a piece of fucking crap?
or mayb juz a fugly human who dont deserve 2 live n 2 b loved?
m i?
TELL ME!
OH GOD! r u really there?
do u really do exist???
if u do y wud u let me feel this way???
where is everybody i needed??
y cant u speak 2 me???
WHO M I???
where is d old happy-go-lucky LYANNE???
WHERE IS SHE???
i dun see her n me!
sooo frustrated...

THE LOST SOUL>>....

huhu...sad storie..

hm..
how 2 crita ar?
start with yesterday la...
hmm...
i was thinking of goink back 2 my hse...
d whole day thinking...
then got plan...mo camping luar umah kunu...
idea opie nie..
but then dari pagi smpai ptg x dpt jumpa tent..
haizzz...
then tia jd la...
pas 2 igt mo camp 2day..
tp.....
last nite sumthing happen...
how to start ar?
gnie..
blk dr kerja,kami mo p CC OU..
then time smpai,my hubs ckp my adk bgaduh...
lol...mula2 dia namo gtau 2 d mana...
ok then, i tjumpa,,,
nampak la my adk gduh...tag team ma fede..
lol...then,bdk yg drg pukul 2 blk...
so we all blk la...
msh tia puas hti sbb kejap jak...
then kami stay busstop dpn umah..
tb2, bf 2 bdk tepon blk...mo jumpa...
(bw bf bha dia..)
then runding2 bgdh dlm tepon with my adk, i kol bf 2 bdk..
APa rang mo cr dgh pompan pnya hal... so i call them off...
skali dtg,ramai jor...cina2...lol..
ada org tua lae 2 bdk bw..lol..
felt funny.....
mula2 i diam jak...skali nie urg tua mganas...sound2 adk sia..
d funny part was,dia suru durang bbunuh,BUT USING A CHOPSTICK??
1st time jor tgk org bbunuh pkai chopstick..lol...
ahahahah
then i tiaw la bha 2 org tua blk..lol tdiam..
Bdk2 punya hal pun mo cmpur...sia lagi muda x jgk masuk hal adk sia...
trus dia tnya kunu sia sepa...buruk eh...
gdh pnya gdh ngan nie org tua,C wences p tarik sia....
KITAY!!!!
dia ckp kunu i slh org mo bw gdh...lol..
jd knp???dia cina dia kuat la kunu???
lol...SIA PUN CINA BHA! PAKAI SAMURAI LA KAMU!
sia keturunan Shantung pun diam2..
dia mo tmbirang pa brg?
tmpat dia kunu kepayan 2...bida eh...
stau sia kerajaan punya..
lol...
babpa dia hbat bha...
huh...ok2 enuf with this org tua...
then settle...
trus,kami p cc la...
tb2, tia tau pa hal,opie kena tiaw..
then kami blk awl...
smpai jak d umah, opie dtg blk,,,nagis2..
then tia sangka crita yg teda2 kuar..
i sedih n tia sangka...
mam angkat me jor,,,bw2 mulut...yg teda2...
TRIP BAIK LA KOE SANA!!
then i call my dad nfetch me...around 12 sumthing my dad sampai..
all my frens,my hubs n suma sana la, they cried...
and ask me 2 stay...tharu sia...they all syg me...
huhu...
now back home oni can msg dorang..
jarang da dpt stay...i wont go there..we cr port baru ar...
skt hati da 2 be in that hse..
hmmm
btul2my bad day yesterday..
haiz..
sbar la...
MISS U ALL!!!

mowink...again, BORED!!!

hey all..
back 2 work again...
last saturday public holiday...
yEAH!!!
i went jln2 with frens...
Me,My Hubs,yen,gary,wen,wences,bb,kicie,paris n james...
ramai kan???
then suma sleep over my hse...heheheh
best jgk la...
time jln2 2,kicie majuk...mo blk kuun..
last2 dtg jua pat kami...ahahaha
lucu..
cm bdk2...eheheheh
(kicie,jan marah yer)
ahahahahah
then blk umah...
kami blk lambat nie...
lol...
ehehehe
siok...
crita2 tia sdar kul 4 sua...
ahahaha
then i went to sleep...
hmmm
then yesterday mownink my tido tgaanggu..
lol
huhu...
My mum angkat mngamuk tiba2..
haiz...
ngantuk...
then sambung tido d bilik..
sampai kul 1...
ahahahahaha
then kami crita2...
skali around 2, my dad kol...
kami p delta heights..
tmpat my boss...
hse warming...
d swimming pool yo...
lama tia swim nea...
best.....
happy!
ada BBQ...ahahahaha
we all stayed there until 5..
then went back...
BB, kicie n Paris lak blk Tamparuli...
windu dorang nie skarang...
then ptg kemarin, around 6,
angin kuat...
then we all pegi cyber in Open Universiti...
we all played Left 4 Dead...
main punya main, tia sdar sua pukul 10....lol..
then kami main 1 game (oh im so dunno d name.. haha)
Game Kreta Besi buruk i call it...best!
lol...
ahahahaah
gila game da sia nie...
matai...
but i can ony play sumtimes...
huhu...
n 2day,bored...
in front of this lame pc...
huhu
writing this...
like no life oo...
Listening 2 a little piece of heaven by avenged sevenfold...
lol...
then no longer in kepayan...coz ank no 2 my mama angkat blk from PLKN..
huhu
goink back 2 my hse after 3 months plus i ksh tinggl
miss my katil...
miss my pc...
huhu
BORED....
k la..
dats all 4 now...

besh...

kak...gald ure happy...
ahahaha
remember dat ar...
im owes there when u need me...
wlaupun bz...
aagagaga
waaaa...
borinknya dunia ku!!!
benci oooo
haizzz...
still in d office..
studying my accounts n buat bodo..
huhu
kul 3 my class..
hmm
harap2 tia ngantuk lagi...

hmmm....Borink life...

hmm...
uwaaaaaa
i don feel like working...
i want to quit!
i don thnk i like my job...
huhu
tp i have to jgk!
Nothing interest me..
huhu
MACAM MANA NI???
wat shud i do?
adoi...
gila la klu mcm nie!!!
eeeeeee
namo!!!
waaaaaaa
hate it~!

mownink...lame day...

bored3...
knp bored jak nie??
adeh....
wat 2 do???
ngantuk lagi msh....
adeh...
td pagi ikut dady ayon...
tido dlm keta n d library...
huhu
knp pnt tul nie?
hmmm
kemarin d class pun mo tido...
palui tul...
then gdh with Lala...
Ma mell panas...
huhu...
then last nite sms Lala...
i syg my hubs...
nothing can saparate us....
I HEART U HBY!!!
I MISS U MORE N MORE EACH DAY!!
i syg u!
hmmm....
td reading 2 Kakak Fain punya blog...
hmmmm...kak,i wish 2 b a gud listener...
u can tell me everything...
i know i mite not b soo understanding,but at least i try 2 listen n understand...
i syg u jgk!
ure my only kakak n bestfren!!
dont put urself in a burden soo much...
no 1 is perfect to face it all by urself...
i know i m not suppose 2 say this but i cant really play with words n im trying 2 find d rite words...
n i guess diz is it..
sowee if i do a lot of stupid stuff..
im sowee i hurt u...
im sowee 2 make u sad n mad...
din mean 2....
but it happen...
sumtimes stupidity controlled me..
huhu
plz are kak..
i wish 2 b there....
hmm..
back 2 myself...
again bored...
adoi...
ntah la...
Can sum1 change my days??
lame....lame...laaaaameee...
eeeee!!!
k la..
chow 4 now,,

mownink...

hmm..
awl oo 2day i rasa.
feeling sick n damn cold..
huhu
boring ooo...
nothing 2 do...
pening lagi..
haiz
i miss my hubs...
miss my friends..
huhu
wat 2 do???
damn bored....
huhu
borink!
ari2 ini jak...
kamu pun boring da mo baca...
k la...
chow

hmm...tired..

guys...im bored with work...
i wish i cud go vacation...
soo damn tired u know...
a lot work 2 do..
n now, kerja puwn double up..
haizzz...
then class again....
AAAARRRGGGHHH!!!
bosan!
very lame...
haiz...
past 3 days was my off...
MO CUTI LAGI BHA!!!
huhuu..
erm...
last saturday i went shopping with my hubs n fren...
all 10 of us...
ramai kan,,,
hmmm
best jgk la...
n dat day was my 10th monthsary with hubs...
ooooya...
lupa gtau...
we're back 2gether..things change...
then on the sunday plak, we all when 2 kk n jumpa bb n also paris..
hehehe
kami p KDCA..
soooo pack u know..
ramai org...
n Miss Papar win 4 d UNDUK NGADAU diz year...
ahahahah
smpat lae tgk 2 bha...
ahahaah
then
kami blk umah...
guess wat..
almost 15 of us d umah...
all of them went back 2 my place in kepayan...
then yesterday kami bgila...
best owh klu ramai kwn d umah...
ahahahaha
masak sma2 nie...

tp 2day, sitting on my desk in front of this pc,
feeling bored n lame...
wish dat my past days wud return back...
huhuhu
bdk skul cuti...
i miss my skul days...
huhu
again sad..
i miss my frens...
i miss 5D!!!!
aku rindu kamooo!!!!
missing fella,yeye,jila,ain k,ain s,eyra,emma,peter,zack,faizul,eldrin,junet,damit,etc...
adui...
windu sumaaaa...
bila la kita bley blk 1 kelas lagi?
hmmm
hope u guys are doink great!
kita buat reunion lae arr...