im lost...

uhh!!!
hate this feeling...
soo empty...soo bored...
not being myself...
huhu
wish sum1 cud cheer me up...
arrrgggghhh...im trap...
trap in a cage...
need sum1 2 free me from this pain i feel...
im bored...lonely...
i need my hubs...
huhu
im bored here...empty...lonely...
nothing make me happy here...
nothing interest me here..
i juz want 2 b there...
no life i feel..
so bored n stuck with WORK!
hate work!
i dunno where my soul is..
felt like walking around with no soul in my body...
no one there 2 catch me from falling...
SAVE ME!
hurt me no more..
y must people see me fall??
cnt u all juz b satisfied?
HUH???
i hate it!
aaaarrgghhh!!!
can any1 understand??
i need sum1 2 pull me from d dark...
im feeling cold...lost...
lost in no where...
sad...but no tears 2 fall..
wat more 4 me 2 go???
moved on with life?
ive moved on but wat did i get?
I DUN EVEN FEEL HAPPY!!!
where is my strength??
where is my soul?
where is my fren?
where is my love?
where is my life?
WHERE IS EVERYBODY N EVRYTHING????
im falling apart...
m i juz a piece of fucking crap?
or mayb juz a fugly human who dont deserve 2 live n 2 b loved?
m i?
TELL ME!
OH GOD! r u really there?
do u really do exist???
if u do y wud u let me feel this way???
where is everybody i needed??
y cant u speak 2 me???
WHO M I???
where is d old happy-go-lucky LYANNE???
WHERE IS SHE???
i dun see her n me!
sooo frustrated...

THE LOST SOUL>>....